Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

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Hiyum~ ^^ My name is Jin Feng.
From whitley sec, class 4E1
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-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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“Not your easy love”
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Purpose for my living...
Monday, February 2, 2009 || 5:50 AM

Matsu!!! I am back...from school and drill...hehehe...XD
I lately fell in love with the song:decode by paramore...hehehe... :D
Okay...now for serious stuff...past few days I have actually been thinking...
Thinking that what is my purpose for living...yup....that is the main point...
It seems that my exsistence is like air to some of my "friends"...
Sometimes I wonder if they are really friends...I not saying those whom I always hang out with
But is those whom I made during the camps...the himalaya trip...the normal school day life...
Whenever I wave hi to them...they actually don't response and walked pass me like I am a ghost...
Or am I that a boring person that they will forget about me and not take notice of me...
Whatever I want to say deep down in my heart is always bottled up...
I wonder if those popular ppl ever had this feeling before...those feeling of being left alone...
The feeling of never being once there,,,I just don't feel that I am actually a living person...
My whole life screwed up...not even a single thing where I can confide and be proud of...
Today I somehow looked at someone and felt this feeling of being left alone...
Even though it wasn't me but I felt a sudden loneliness...so sad...so pain...
I felt like I can't breathe...so sad...I felt like crying...why is it that ppl are able to leave their own kin alone...
Suffering...don't they feel the pain too? Why?


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