Saw this video...liked the song alot...the lyrics are nice too...all of them look so cool...Kinda sad though the ending...Sigh...can't help it...always happens in life...XP Do enjoy it like I do...hahaha...XD
NDP rehearsal
|| 6:20 AM
[credits to the photographer]
didn't mean to copyright
the girl to pretty le must show ppl... XD
Matsu! NDP rehearsal was yesterday...was abit slacker then last week one...
Last week we had to march around the perimeter of the parade square for 4 rounds and stand under the sun for 4mins
This week we had to march like 3 rounds and only stand for 5 mins with such cooling breeze...hahaha... ;D
I was late the other time coz the bus like taking its time...XO This week I was early yeah...made two new friends
One is Ke Xin the other is Mandy...hahaha...XD Well...made quite a number of friends now...I am happy... ;D
This and last week training the guys form the armed forces joined us...they were so cool with their guns...XD
So up close!!! Can faint le...hahaha...the ultra hotness... x] Well...training is getting tough but I enjoy it...
Oh...we talked to Kumar again this week and he remembered us...hahaha...lesser GB girls fainted too...
In fact it is none...hahaha...Well...actually...I got something to tell you guys...but I hope you all don't mind...
"I WANT TO BE AS TANNED AS OUR PARADE MARSHALL, SIR SHU YUAN...HE IS SO COOL!"
Okay...his tanned is a super nice one...if this ndp won't make me this tan then I will go to the beach and suntan! XD
Wakakaka...I am insane! Back to me...I was kinda angry yet I find that our trainer was cute...
I was like shocked coz they suddenly was so close to me and michelle coz they want to say something
Then when they say finish I saw the officer show the other how I reacted and the both laugh...arhh...
He is so mean but funny...hahaha...XD Okokok...I got to stop for now...hehehe...
So byes...sayonara... >.< ;D XD OX DX @.@ :3 ^.^ *x* x] :] T.T ._. o.O [faces of me...hahaha]
NDP CHEER
Wooooooooooooooo...YEAH
NDP'09 We make it come true
YEAH...*clap and cheer*
Shake it in WOOO
Shake it out HMMM
Life is not a bed of roses but thorns.
|| 3:39 AM
Hey!!! Sorry I didn't have that much time to blog...mind fill with stuff... Espically when Mid-Year is coming and my heart is still drifting somewhere... D; Gakkk...I need a breather from all that maths, physic and chemistry...I am tired!!! XO Please I just want to sleep all I want now...but seriously it won't come true...sigh... Okays...this friday we had our school's speech day...yeah...it was really fun...but somehow I felt sad... Well...school was short...when school was over...we went to the GB room...were waiting for diana... So I polished my boots while waiting...when we decided to go...I recieved a sms from wen yang... "You have something to collect from the bookstore." SHUCKS! I ran down and then the auntie was like: "Where is the paper girl?" I left it in my bag so I was like ran up and got it...Next I was asked to bring the other paper Then I ran up again and I was oppie I didn't bring so I ran down and she said I have to ask the office to sign the paper I ran and got it signed...got the stuff from the bookstore and ran up...met diana at the GB room...went down...
We went to J8...michelle, diana, krittaya and joella ate Macs but stella, me and jennifer went down and bought sushi I got a chocolate ice blended...mmm...nice...next we met vivian...yeah...then we went to the turning machine thing... I got a stich thing...yeah...next we went to comics connection...fight this urge to buy one...XP Went back to school Polished boots with the others...we had the radio blasting out loud...ultra coolness...hehehe...>.< Next we went to change and I went up fast to eat my warm onigiri...yummy...XD Got free green tea too... ;D After that we had uniform inspection and yeah...got down and waited for quite awhile...we took pics too...hahaha... I was bored so stella sang the I am so bored song with the lies tune in it...it super cool...we got to fall in so yeah... We were like standing there still when angeline say that we can move so I was Llike shake around and say FEGIDT! Everyone started laughing... XP But it was like fun...hahaha...XD So...the parade started...ppl was like taking pics... It was kinda irritating though...the flash lights...but overall I was fine with it...everything was okay...We went up... Suddenly I felt like crying so michelle company out of the hall...having emotional breakdown at the wrong time... =.= Sigh...sorry...so everything was the same old...I like the modern dance...hahaha...we had buffet!!! The food was yummy...went back after that...I kinda got high...so I was like laughing at the show on the bus... The moblie tv was like the showing the world widest commercial...and it was kinda funny...yeah...XD
Walked home alone...sigh...I miss the time when someone will walk me home...hahaha...XD Sigh...got to wake up early the next day for NDP...I don't wana...pooper...full uniform somemore... I gonna write about the NDP the next post...so yeah...wait okay...patience... I go eat dinner first...hehehehe... ;D I am hungry okay...so must wait...choto ma-te okay... Now for the commercial...lalalalalala lalalalala...smurf song...=.= I am trying to make this paragraph long so that it makes this post equal... I very lame right...okok...I go eat now...PMS woman calling me...hahaha... XD
Fun school days!!! XD
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 || 9:19 PM
Matsu! I am the school's computer lab now....ehehehehe...XD
I am such a naughty girl...using com secretly during maths lesson... ;D
But...you noe wad actually the whole class is actually using... XP
And I have finish all the worksheet given...I got to go now so yeah... OX
Sigh...chemistry lesson...can't wait for after school speech day rehearsal... ;D
Byes...sayonara...hahahaha... XD
Requiem for the Phantom...
Saturday, April 18, 2009 || 9:21 AM
It all started with chocolate...it was so sweet...but ended in bitterness...
I will never understand what you think...even now...you still distant from me...or even more...
I will never reach your heart...I once asked...and you jockingly said:"Take bus then can reach."
When will that happen? I was sad and frighthened. I snapped after what I heard from you.
Whatever I said was not really true. I was happy for you but felt sad for myself.
Whatever I said and the reason I cried was cause I felt sad and pitiful for myself.
Please. Now that everything is back to normal. I hope that you still be someone important to me.
You were my pillar of support. If you are angry over me...scold me...do anything...as long you are willing to forgive me.
I just want to go back to the past...the times where we used to call each other ridiculous names...
I was really happy that I was able to talk to you again...but still you seem very distant...
Hahaha...probably cause I am a monster that scare you away...sigh...
Matsu! Yesterday was speech day rehearsal. Was kinda slack but better than the last one... XD
NPCC were holding batons...cool...hahaha... ;D Glad that they improved...espically the coordination...
Joash and Jeanie are the slow marchers...so cool... x] Joe is the commander...poor guy...got to strain his voice...
Everything was alright just that the band...sometimes the drumbeat too fast or too slow...sigh... XO
Well...I feel that our school's speech day is the best! Thumbs up! Hehehe... ;D Okokok...now now...
Me and michelle were like straining our voice for the timing for the turning head thing...it was cool... >.<
Oh...and I was kinda angry and sad...coz some ppl in girls brigade just seem to have a grudge over me and michelle
One of them even talked bad about us...one blogged about us and called us act cute...it is very hurting... ;(
We didn't even do anything wrong...we didn't even talked bad about them...what did we do to deserve such treatment?
I was like asked the girls to go into position for the speech day...coz angeline asked me too...then they ignored me...
Never mind...oh...it was International Friendship Day on that day too...we had normal lessons...sigh... "3
But we had time slots to go look at the display about child soldiers...I felt really sad when I read some of the posters.
Then at 12 we were given red A5 size paper to draw our hand and write about thoughts. Yeah...This is what I wrote:
" SUPPORT RED HAND! Children are children not weapons of war." There are still some others I wrote...yeah...
During recess, we were at Krittaya's stall...supporting her...hahaha...XD The biscuit thing was nice...
Stomache was growling like hell coz I didn't had dinner last night...very hungry...GROWWWLLL!!! ;D
Okays...there will be enrolment on saturday and full dress rehearsal for speech day on monday...busy man...
Hahaha...I am kinda stressed out...dizzy everyday...don't noe if I can keep up or faint at the spot...
I hope I don't and coz I am strong girl! Yeah! Jin Feng Fighting! Sigh... DX
I got to go for now so byes...sayonara... ;D
ps: I was looking through my pics then I found this... I like it coz of the background...yeah...hahaha... ;D
I had a dream...
Monday, April 13, 2009 || 8:34 AM
I had a dream. I dream of you...why is it that it is you? Out of all people you? Why must it be that way? I was happy yet sad. Why did he left me for her? Why did you hug me? Why did you kiss me? Why? I was trying to forget about him and there you come popping into my life. I was happy that you were there for me but your actions just left me all confuse. After all that you acted as if nothing happened. I am confuse and scared. Don't leave me stranded with such weird feelings. It is like a dream in a bad dream. Will this end. I seem to have this dream every night. It will end right? Every morning will come. It will all end when my mum wakes me up from under my warm blanket right? I feel as though I have been chained down. Unable to fly. Pain just anguish me repeatedly. When will it stop? Will my feelings ever reach you or someone? My heart feels dead yet alive. What is it that I am feeling. Please save me from this despair.
[This is not related to anyone or who so ever.]
Cupcake!!! x]
Sunday, April 12, 2009 || 4:58 AM
You Are a Mint Chocolate Cupcake
You are whimsical and quite quirky. You are unlike any other person you know.
You are drawn to similarly offbeat people from all walks of life.
You are like a cupcake because you're unique and expressive.
You have a refreshing take on the world. You're often surprising... even to yourself.
Matsu! Sorry angeline...I forgotten that it was your birthday yesterday... XP
So...this post will be specially for you...and thanks for your help yesterday...hahaha...XD
I manage to get to GBC in time...ohs...I forget to say something...yeah...hehehe... x]
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! ;D Good luck in your O levels this year!
Yeah...dunno wad to say already... ._. But thank you so much for helping me always... ;D
Love so complicated
Saturday, April 11, 2009 || 6:34 AM
Love this video and song...the lyrics is so...exact about how I feel about someone...hahaha...can't tell...XP Too bad...hahaha...XD But...I am happy being single though it is tough when I need someone to comfort me...sigh...Life is tough...That brings back what I felt when I was running...when someone cheers for me I really felt like stopping...I felt like I wanted to take a rest and not move foward...so sometimes I am really scared to fall in love...it seems so scary but I am already in something I thought that it was scary hahaha...XD I am a fool...XO
Dizzy days... XO
|| 5:19 AM
Matsu! I am back from NDP rehearsal...abit tired though...hahaha...XD
Woke up at 7 plus today...then I started polishing my boots...shiny...hehehe... >.<
Then I ate my breakfast...was watching kanon 2006...there was some funny blicker in it... ;D
Next I went to iron my uniform...there were lots of stiches falling apart...so asked my mum to sew it... ._.
So...I went to shower and change to my uniform...shucks...it was kinda late though... =.=
Even worse I have to go to GBC alone and I don't noe which stop to drop at...sigh...
Lucky me that my mum asked Ms Wang where is GBC...so...I embark on my first journey to GBC in full uniform...
Hahaha...XD The most hilarious thing that happened was I dropped a stop before the actual one and got lost... x]
A kind indian man direct me to where I suppose to walk and I finally found GBC... ><. Thank you so much...
Okay...so I went up and Michelle was already there...hahaha...we were taught how to tie the proper shoe lace...
We got into our assigned ranks...I made friend with Sharon, Teng Teng and a few more girls but I can't seem to rmb
Sorry!!! I got STM...okays...we got up the bus and then reached Nee Soon Camp...there were lots of SAF guys!!!
They were like so cool plus those who were carrying the rifles!!! >.<>
Over there were lots of the UG: NCDCC, NCC, BB, GG, GB, Scouts, First Aid, St John plus PAP, NTUC and CL
Our Parade Marshal is Shu Yuan...he is so cool...hahaha...everyone is cool...XD We hydrated ourselves and waited...
Finally we were asked to go down for our practice...BB and First Aid was beside us...it was freakin hot...XP
My boots were like burning under the sun...and I was sweating like urgh...hahaha...XD It was fun...
We went for our break and learn the drum beats for turning to the front...yeah...was easy peasy... :]
It started raining so we went up to the hall...so there was a show everyone drill session...the whole UG was cool!!!
The bang was like POWER! >.<>
Their drill was like super cute...and when they fall out...they shouted PAP like how those NCC ppl say NCC...
Yeah...then Capital Land was next...their's was kinda not good but it was equally cute to...hahaha... ;D
We had a few more practice and then we did it with everyone together...Oh...I almost forgot...
Michelle and I met this friendly SAF officer...his name is Kumar...he told us wad SAF is...wowies...>.<
Okays...we waited quite a while for the bus...when it came...I slept the whole way back to GBC...
My way back home from 153 was smooth...just that ppl kept looking at me...brrrr... :X
Hahaha...well...I am actually fine with that...coz...I am happy that I get to go NDP...
I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...arhhhh...I hate it when my mum nags...PMS women... XP
PS: want to take picture but can't...sigh...hahaha...XD
Good Friday... ;D
Friday, April 10, 2009 || 6:17 AM
Matsu! Today is good friday...but seriously...its not that really a good day... ><. Got up quite late today...was really tired when I reached home yesterday... DX Went to popular and bought chinese and maths assessment book yesterday... Yeah...thought that I need to buck up...hahaha...XD I showered and thought of packing my room... So...yeah...I started packing my comics...hehehe...I counted the number of comic I have and it is: 308 W-O-W! >.<> It was so dusty...so I was sneezing all the way...XP Next I wiped the shelves and tidy the stuff on it... ;] After that I sweeped the floor and tadah... a clean and neat bedroom... ;D Oh...I had bible study today too... Doreen and her friend came and we studied the prophecy of the bible...was so cool...yeah...about Babylon... Yup...oh...and I came across this verse in the bible that made me thought about us humans... Here it is: "God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? Or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?" (Numbers 23;19) This verse tells us that god does not lie. Human lie and shall repent. And what makes us humans lie? It is cause of our inability to fulfill the promise...our limit of ability to do the thing we promised... I forgot what I wanted to say...but I really like that verse...dunno why...hahaha...XD Yeah...my brother bought chocolates today...found it fasinating so I took photo of it... My mother was in a bad mood today...guess t is PMS...ahahaha...XD I am mean...XP
Heats!!! XD
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 || 7:14 AM
Matsu! Yesterday and the day before was the sports heats...was doing First Aid duty...yeah... :]
Got to leave school at 12 so missed out lots of my lessons...sigh...was really pitiful of me... D: Okayokay...anyway I am going to write down about the Heats the past two days...hahaha....XD
DAY ONE Got out of class and met up with Grace, Kai in and Jia Jun... :] There were lots of people at the gate so we sat down and waited for them to go... Finally got out of school...so yeah...went to J8 and had our lunch at Mac's... ;D Well...the fries was so many...so there was a small fries fight too...hahaha...XD Okays...so we went to Yio Chu Kang stadium after that...yeah...late of course... =.= Everyone was already there but it was raining so we had to wait for it to stop... Ohs...and we were freaking wet coz we walk/ran in the rain...hahaha...XD Got changed and the rain finally stopped...so I was assigned to group up with Glenn, Hong Sui and Aloy Yeah...did nothing but looked after the stuff coz all the person I group with is experienced... ._. Sigh...so all I sat there and cheered for the people who were running and my friends... ;D Okays...quite number of people sprained themselves...well...I hope nothing bad happens... x] Michelle's team for the 8 x 50m run won!!! XD I am so happy for them...hehehe... After everything...went to J8 again with Jia Jun and Stella...bought comic...yeah... After that went home...whoooo...
DAY TWO Got out of chemistry lab...shucks...I will miss the fun experiments... D: Well...we waited quite a while coz michelle and stella was held back by Mr Yeo... When they finally got out...it was kinda late...we rushed to J8 and ate fishball noodle! XD Bought Green Apple Ice Blended...taste was kinda blend... XP Rushed to YCK stadium...everyone was like "scolding" us for being late... ._. Well I was still in the same group...nth to do as well...sigh... I was having a serious headache and had to study for bio test for tomorrow... =.= Was stuck at the same page...couldn't think well...but I was at least of some help... I help to spot people who was like you noe need first aid attention...sigh... Everything was in a blur so to me everything went pass in a flash... Finally we got up the bus...dropped at J8 and got up 88 and slept the whole way... Got home and slept after my shower...sweet dreams...
P&D Award Ceremony
Sunday, April 5, 2009 || 2:39 AM
Matsu!!! Yesterday was the P&D Award Ceremony. Woke up really late...sorry Michelle... D:
Rushed all the way to J8 to meet up with Michelle to have lunch...wa talking about the camp while eating...
After eating we went to Fair Price and Michelle bought mineral water and Kiwi to polish her boots...
Okays, I went up to buy coffee sweet...next we sat on a bus to whitley...Met Rui Min on the way... ;D
There were lots of students coming up from our school...wonder what was gong on before we came... o_O
So...we got in to the toilet and change...ahah...I found out that I forgot to bring my name tag...poof... =.=
I notice thatevery P&D days, I will forget to bring one part of my uniform...sec 1 was my belt, sec 2 was my cap
Now...sec 3 is my name tag...what about next year? Haiz...I was lucky that we had a spare name tag...
Tadah...so Jin Feng was Shermaine Lim for 5 hrs...Okays...so we arrived at Christ Church Sec...
Got off and went to collect our food...two breads...but it was yummy... >.<
The ceremony started when all the flag bearers and the colour party marched in...woooo... >.<
Okay...we sang and listened to the talk given by the Guest of Hounour, Ms Sally. :]
The speech was long...almost slept but I did get the important part of it: Don't take always but give back.
Okays...so we had the presentation and our company got the gold award!!! >.<
The presentation finished...so...we went down and got up the bus and went back to school...
After that Me, Angeline, Jessie and Yi Jie sat on Ms Wang car to J8...we went to the toilet and change...
Then Angeline had to go Ang Mo Kio to pay her tution fees...Yi Jie and I went back home...
Yeah...thats all for the day...I got to go so byes...sayonara...
Loli Loli Lolipop! >.<
Friday, April 3, 2009 || 10:50 AM
Matsu!!! Check out this video! The song is so cool man!!! Loli loli lolipop...Seung Ri is super cute in this video...his clothes is like a super man...hahaha...my superhero!!! >.<
I want nobody...nobody but you! ;D
|| 5:04 AM
Matsu!!! I am back from the sec three camp...yeah...I am back in my cozy home with my com... XD
Okay...the camp was kinda different from the other pervious ones I went...yeah...
Alot of interesting things happened...yeah...I managed to survive the camp but with mosquito bites everywhere...
Seems that my blood is nice to drink...hahaha...XD I was like crazy when I told this ant not to bite me... o_O
Okay...I am going to write down what happened so...read up...yeah...hahaha... ;D
DAY ONE
Reached school and gathered at the assembly area...Mr Singh gave us a short talk...yeah...
Then Wei Quan talked to us about the stuff we are going to do that day...then he introduce the instructos to us...
Yana, Rachel, Leisha, Bing Wen(donald duck), Jin Hong, Andrew, Zhi Cong, Larry, Danial, Andrew and Melvin
We were asked to fill up this white card...after that we took our passport and went to our assigned bus...
We were like entertained by Danial all they way to the campsite...okay...he knows really lame ones...here's one:
Where is a place where all the father would hold hands? Mac Donalds coz pa pa la pa pa...I'm Lovin It... =.=
We ate lunch and then changed to the water activities attire...I was in the same group as stella...yeah! >.<
My group members are: Stella, Julia, Jane, Tricia, Davina, Annabel, Jerwayne, Vignesh, Zhi Hao, Jeremy, Victor, Kian Lon and the others... (sorry I am a brain failure this few days coz of stress so yeah...can't remember...)
My instructor is Yana! She is so cool and friendly! >.<
We had some ice breaker game...its like sheet coz we play blow wind blow and I was squezzed by all the guys...
Then we went for the low rope course first...it was fun and everyone was bonding well as a group...
We had a nice ending when Yana tried crossing through the "spider web" but fell and broke the string... XD
Next we went for the Project Titanic activity...everyone was like tying the things like siao...hahaha... XD
We managed to make three barrels float...yeah...thanks to everyone tying...and stella and kian lon supervision...
Next was Jetty Jump. Woooo...it was so fun...I said: " BIG BANGG" and " I LOVE KOREA" with stella... x]
We went and had a shower and had dinner...the Night Walk was next...it was kina fun though it is a little dark...
We managed to finish it and we had supper and went to sleep...floor was hard...super hard... =.=
DAY TWO
Woke up, wash up...then had breakfast...yeah...got ready to climb
Andrew talked to us about how we are going to scale that mountain...yeah...and about the leeches and rain...
Then he was like suddenly... " Lets bow down and pray that it won't rain..." Hahaha...XD He is funny...
Yeah, poor duck...he got bitten by the leeches ten times and he was used as a experiment for how to get it off...
We climbed up...alot of ppl got bitten...I didn't I think...it was totally energy draining... :x
We cooked our lunch at checkpoint one when we climbed down...was yummy...a little salty though...hahaha...XD
We walked back...was freakin hot...we rest for a while then we got ready for our few last water activities...
We played Indiana Jones...the other group was so mean...they kept rocking the thing...it was like a competition...
I fell like three times...got scratched by the wire or the first time...and scratched by the wood plank...sigh...
But overall it was fun and all...hahaha...XD Then we went for water surfing...but I can't for certain reasons...
We went to shower an then had our campfire preperation...it was fun and Julia was so good in acting...hahaha...
We had dinner and I was serving the food...the mosquitos were like clinging on to me and I was bitten so many times.
Sigh...couldn't be help...after that we had our CAMPFIRE!!! >.<>
Then Larry and Duck was like acting a gay sence...then suddenly the Gastby song came and they dance to it...
Zhi Chong was called to dance and then together with others...Zhi Chong was super shy though...hahaha...XD
Then they did a waltz...and the Wonder Girls song! I want nobody...nobody but you...Jin Hong was so cool... ;D
We had out campfire performance while a few intervals of the two emcees competetion...Melvin and Danial...
Nashrul dance was wow and Abriel pole dance was sexy...hahaha...XD The other group performance wad nice too...
Everyone was so enthu...woooooo....the emcees competetion was funny...mostly Melvin was the one who is better
But...Danial was very sporting...they did belly dance, hand stand, singing, black magic, push ups and silly stuff...
It was Melvin birthday too...hahaha...XD We watched a video on this guy with no limbs but managed to succeed in life
It was so touching...wah... T.T Okay...we had some time to talk to the instructors...yeah...it was fun... ;D
Spent most of the time talking to Zhi Chong...he was like so funny when he speak in his english accent...
Hahaha...XD He kinda look like Joe though...the way he walk and behave...yeah...after that we went to sleep...
Woke up in the middle of the night coz there were lots of ants...had to sleep in the canteen... ._.
Tried waking up Jin Hong and Zhi Hong but they were so sleepy so they were like continued sleeping...
DAY THREE
Woke up with a stomach ache and numb leg...sigh...but still it was cooling last night...
Had breakfast and we were assigned to clean up the canteen...it was so dirty...lots of sweet wrappers...
We took a few pictures and then we got ready to go...we crossed the wodden bridge for one last time...will miss it...
There was a prize presentation...Group 1 won...? I don't noe how to say the correct word...yeah...
We got up the bus and I slept the whole way to the Malaysian custom...was really tired...yeah...
Then we got to the Singaporean custom...my queue was so slow... =.= Okay...we got back to the school...
Sigh...I really miss the school...okay...Stella and I went to J8 and had lunch at KFC...burger, pepsi and fries...
It have been ages since I ate it...hahaha...XD Went to cmics connection and bought a new comic...
Got home...was really tired soI fell asleep...hahaha...XD
