I had a dream. I dream of you...why is it that it is you? Out of all people you? Why must it be that way? I was happy yet sad. Why did he left me for her? Why did you hug me? Why did you kiss me? Why? I was trying to forget about him and there you come popping into my life. I was happy that you were there for me but your actions just left me all confuse. After all that you acted as if nothing happened. I am confuse and scared. Don't leave me stranded with such weird feelings. It is like a dream in a bad dream. Will this end. I seem to have this dream every night. It will end right? Every morning will come. It will all end when my mum wakes me up from under my warm blanket right? I feel as though I have been chained down. Unable to fly. Pain just anguish me repeatedly. When will it stop? Will my feelings ever reach you or someone? My heart feels dead yet alive. What is it that I am feeling. Please save me from this despair.