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Requiem for the Phantom...
Saturday, April 18, 2009 || 9:21 AM

It all started with chocolate...it was so sweet...but ended in bitterness...
I will never understand what you think...even now...you still distant from me...or even more...
I will never reach your heart...I once asked...and you jockingly said:"Take bus then can reach."
When will that happen? I was sad and frighthened. I snapped after what I heard from you.
Whatever I said was not really true. I was happy for you but felt sad for myself.
Whatever I said and the reason I cried was cause I felt sad and pitiful for myself.
Please. Now that everything is back to normal. I hope that you still be someone important to me.
You were my pillar of support. If you are angry over me...scold me...do anything...as long you are willing to forgive me.
I just want to go back to the past...the times where we used to call each other ridiculous names...
I was really happy that I was able to talk to you again...but still you seem very distant...
Hahaha...probably cause I am a monster that scare you away...sigh...