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Sunday, May 10, 2009 || 4:44 AM
Hey...I am just bogging about thoughts I have these few days...hehehe...
Thinking like me will somehow end without a conclusion...
Okays...here goes...some may be insulting but don't take it to heart... ;D
1. I feel that I am not very close to anyone of my friends.
2. Its like a friend to find when all your friends left and you are alone.
3. A friend that no one wants but only when you are alone.
4. Yeah...I think so...but I hope not... =.=
5. Whatever I like is so different from everyone...I feel left out...
6. Sometimes it hurts when you guys say abit of bad stuff of my favs...
7. Then you guys will start leaving me out talking about stuff I don't noe...
8. I feel lonely...can't you see? Sigh...
9. But don't you think that I am unique in a way...you guys are to similar to one another...
10. I am the one and only Jin Feng...hehehe... ;D
11. But still I think I am invisible to everyone...poof... XP
12. Singapore is such a stressful country...even when I am resting I see ppl working...
13. It makes me feel that I am not hardworking enough...then I will make myself study...
14. Till I burnout...aren't I am stupid too? o.O
15. I want to laugh but all the jokes I hear are cold one...sigh...
16. Singaporeans are to serious to take jokes...imagine if there is this GAGS show in singapore...
17. I think ppl may just punch or swear the person who wants to make you laugh...
18. Sigh...I want to go overseas...maybe there are more relax ppl somewhere else...
19. The ppl in Singapore are to heartless...no love for ppl...no feelings...
20. Am I one of them...my weekly allowance was used up to help a once convict woman... =.=
21. Ppl talk bad about other ppl but don't they feel that they have no right to talk too...
22. They see no errors in themselves make me feel disgusted...yuck... ;X
23. What is so great in beauty when your inner beauty is like shit?
24. If you say other ppl eye got problem why don't you guys also go for eye checkup...
25. I think your eye problems are more worse than his of mine... "3
26. Being bad in your studies doesn't matter as long as you have the human principles...
27. Why do teachers have to keep asking us to study when our brians are bursting?
30. Why can't we have it our way? Why be so competetive? Money is not important at all...
31. But how to buy stuff I like without money? Gak...so confusing...
32. But I am happy if he gets to know me...which is impossible... "3
33. I am happy as long he is happy...even if we never meet again...
34. Why do I feel as if I have known you from a long time ago? Who are you to me?
35. Is it dumb for someone to cry after listening to a music? If yes then I am a dumb person...
36. Nothing special seems to happen in my life...no changes in my life...everything is the same?
37. Why am I waiting always when I know nothing will happen? Why?
38. Don't you think it is ironic when he come but in the end he didn't...
39. I am afraid to fall in love cause when I do...nothing good ever happens...
40. The person I love will come to hate me...is it a curse or what?
41. If I had the courage I would want to talk or say hi like my friends can to the ppl I know...
42. Through the eyes of mine can you see a girl who craves to dance her kind of bolero?
43. Behind the smile of mine do you see the wounds that ppl engrave on me?
44. I am getting bored...can I stop writing? But I want to say more...
45. Can you see that all my thinking ends with nothing...summing up with nonesense too...
I got alot more but yeah...I am scared that endless words will not stop...so...thats all... ;D
There may be another post about this too...but it depends on my mood...hehehe...
